In episode #10, Vinny shares on Step One: The Spiritual Malady. So what is the Spiritual Malady? "When I'm in a situation and running on self-will I'm looking over my shoulder like what's the repercussions of this one." They say 52 is the barometer to see my spiritual malady in action. Page 52 in the Big Book talks out about all the stuff that's on the outside: relationships, depression, anxiety, jobs. But what's really going on is the inside. And when do I see that. How do I get to a place to see that? And what can I do to avoid it?